Keep it real.

I’m sorry if this post is going to get a little…sentimental.

I knew this was coming. I have ovaries for crying out loud.

But shut the hell up this is a pretty big deal! Erikson would give me a standing ovation–I’ve literally fulfilled one of his psychosocial stages and I am out of the woods of personality conflict (at least for now).

I’ve been in a daze for the past few months…and I only realize it now:

Someone has been willing to put up with me–for more than 5(+) months. ME?!

Holy.

The words that can summarize what I’m feeling is: Holy crap.

I could over-analyze the motivations of each party in this…association, but over-analyzing makes me break out. I’ve committed myself to taking things as they come; take a day by day approach to things…

Is that wise?

I’m learning a lot about myself along the way.

Like how I am the most paranoid person in the world, how quiet I really am, how afraid I can be, how someone can have so much power over me and somehow, I don’t mind…yet. How the word awkward is a gross underestimate of my…awkwardness.

A lot of things are changing too but I think I’ll remain the same in the end anyway, regardless of how it turns out. Wherever it goes…

It’s nice. It’s different. I don’t know.

Wish me luck.

This is a rant. Please withhold your critical analyses and red ink.

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